I am sad

I am so sad and depressed. My life is just flashed before my eyes...I am no longer with my husband and I am a single mom...and I cannot fathom the idea of being with anyone ever again...I am so lonely it hurts...I have literally anything I can possibly want...and it doesn't help. My poor daughter...I always focus on all this money I am making and my websites and being online yet I don't spend enough time with her. I am so bad. I remember when I was still pregnant and living in Mexico with my husband, who is no longer my husband now. :*( I have a my beautiful Daughter,great Job, great Friends, all the stuff I want and I am so miserable. I hope I am PMSing because I cannot stop crying even if I wanted too. I wish I could go back or something, anything...Oh just make it stop...why do things happen the way they do?? Why? They say we choose our own destiny then why would do this to myself then? No one understands and I am not going to try to make them too either. I guess I just have to "deal" and move on. But I really can't because I don't get it. I used to believe in fairy tales and I learned a lesson there let me tell you. AND no marriage is Perfect and I am not even sure worth it. God I am so sad!