Feeling Non-Motivated

Sigh. This is Depressing. Ever feel like you are floating? That is how I feel. Like, I am just going through the motions of the day, every day.

I have No Motivation for My Business or My Life. I am guess just a little confused as to how My Life turned out so far and I keep remembering my Past and wonder why things are the things they are?

I have a Basement apartment and I mostly hide in here I guess you could say.

I have always wanted to be something BIG and GREAT...and here I am...

I am also confused about God and this horrible World we live in.

I am Tired all the time, I eat Junk Food non-stop and pretty soon I will be round all around.

I think Men are Repulsive...

I don't know how to snap out of it. It is really depressing because I am 23 years old and a Single Mom and I always thought I would have a better life than this...

I know what My 'Whys' are to change my life and I just cannot function correctly. I do pretty good at work but that is it. Maybe things happen at a slower pace for Me? I don't know.

Improvement and Preparation

My Next Step into My New Lifestyle is Preparation and Improvement.

Ok for those who read my Blog, thank you.

I decided to take a BIG Step and let God back into My Life and I hope he Forgives me for My Sins...I plan to start studying the Bible 30 minutes every night and possibly attend the Church I should be attending with the help of God through Prayer.

My next step for Improvement is Diet and Exercise.

The other kind of Preparation I hope to take be able to take place is ways of Protecting My Daughter and Myself.

What I mean by that is taking a CPR class, maybe learn Self-Defense, maybe attend some Safety Classes etc...anything along those lines...

This may sound crazy to some of you but we always need to Prepare and Improve.

I am pretty much done Organizing and Cleaning My Room.

*What I am going to do at this moment also is getting on My Business. I am just freaking and I need to just take a Deep breath and just DO IT!

I would also align myself at work for a Promotion...meaning relearn Spanish; use My Creative Thinking Skills to bring more money into the Company etc...be PROACTIVE.

As far as My Personal Life goes I would like to hopefully at least go out every other week with some Friends and I have no interest right now in Relationships.

Climbing the Ladder....

To Success...!

Goals:

1) Car-I am up to $600 and I am going to save even more money for a BETTER Car. Around $1200.

2) Organization...I am in the process of Organizing My Life...and it is a 'Process'

3) Working on My AVON and AmeriPlan Businesses:

Goals for AVON:

1) Customer Base of 20-40 People
2) Down of 10 People to achieve Unit Leader Status
3) Mantain Sales of $500+ a Campaign

Goals for AmeriPlan: Switched to Advanced Commissions

1) Become Regional Sales Director-which is 4 Broker and 6 Members