Sunday, October 31, 2004

Do I need a Title?

Well still working. I obviously past the test at work. Monday I go in and pay my $35.00 fee for College and I am getting DSL soon so I can do my College Online better. Then hopefully I will start college in January.


Aside from the business I have, which has turned into a slooooooooooooow long term project. Like I said before, Internet Marketing is hard. I am going to start another business offline. I was thinking of selling Promotional Products for businesses in my area and surrounding areas. I was also thinking of getting into Direct Sales and possibly meet some new people and make an income doing that since I had just moved to the area. I know I can do it if I just set my mind to it. I mean I haven't given up on my Dating Site and I won't either. I am also thinking of doing Ebay still as well as well as my mother.


I have been thinking about my husband alot lately. I miss him. I just wondered what happened and why did things have to turn out this way? I also wish that maybe it was better that I was never married. But I have a beautiful daughter because of it. Sigh. My Life has been so crazy these past years. I was remembering last night being 6 months pregnant and living in Mexico and washing my husband's clothes.


I think I am going to start my photo shoots in November. I already have some photographers lined up. I am excited to get that going again.


More Later,


Jacquelyn

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

My Day

Well, we finally took the test, I will have to finish it tomorrow. I hope I do well on it. I would like to start working and getting on the phones. Training test for the company I will possibly be working for. My day went fast and I still stayed later. Tomorrow I go to work an hour later and I get off about the same time.


Right now, this late at night (which I love) I am surfing the web. I love it because no one is awake and it is quiet, the only thing you can hear is my tapping the keyboard with my fingers.


Well, I may or may not go to the Strip Club this weekend. Depending upon my friends. I really need to go out and get wasted. I am more than just a Working Mother. I like to socialize and go dancing and things like that. I am just more worried about this Job I am at right now.



I am excited about going to college, I really am. I have never gone and I am really anxious to study and things like that. Even though it isn't conventional because it will be online, it will still be college.


I am looking up Wallpapers for my new computer I bought last weekend. I am also looking at Celebrity Merchandise.


I LOVE Being Single! I love the freedom of it, the fact that I can buy whatever I want and nobody can tell me "No." Watch whatever I want; go to sleep whenever I want. I can also flirt if I felt like it, do almost anything I want. The reason why I say almost is because I still have to take care of my daughter, she is my responsibility and I love her very much. But I still have my freedoms. :)


Well I couldn't get my website up. The template I bought wouldn't let me purchase it for some stupid reasons.


More Tomorrow


Jacquelyn

Monday, October 25, 2004

Modeling and College

Well work went fast again. But, I did finally speak to the Financial Advisor in person for Columbia College and I just have to turn in my application and do paperwork for financial aid. Then by January I should be doing College. I am excited to actually study because it has been so long and at Job Corps you don't really study and have to keep up. You work at your own pace and you don't really learn that much.


Modeling! One of my old Photographers contacted Me and so did a couple of others! So in the next couple of months or so I will start doing Photo Shoots. The silly part about it is I started Modeling in front of my mirrors trying on clothes I would like to wear for my photo shoots. My body really hasn't changed after My Daughter was born. I mean I have no stretch marks and my hips got a little bigger but that is it. I am really excited about that also! I hope to have a Successful Modeling Website on the Net also. Honestly from all the promoting I did with my alias when I was 17 if you search my name it will come up on every page and it still does just with not the right URL (I still haven't purchased a domain-LOL) but I will. I was also thinking of starting to do Promotions and Auditions in Utah. Which will come a little bit later.



I am so happy that My Plans are working. I mean I have waited and waited and FINALLY! I am able to do what I want. I watched a special tonight about Mexico and it reminded me of my husband and how much I feel like Mexico is a part of me and especially my Daughter. I hope when I am Financially Independent I can go back and it some Tacos de Tripas con cebollitas fritas. Si me entiende si es Mexicano de Michoacan! :)


Tell you what happens tomorrow.
Jacquelyn

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Business and Mom

First lets start with Mom, I Love her dearly. I got into a huge argument with her today about something you deep down knew I was right about. I realized I cannot live at home anymore and yesterday she discovered (by accident) the blog I had wrote about going back to Mexico instead of living here. And, yes, I felt bad and she wasn't suppose to see it but what can I do about it now? I am right now looking for another way to supplement my income in order to move out and have extra money for my daughter and I.


Speaking of...till my Dating website gets off the ground I was thinking of becoming a Distributor and selling on Ebay. I haven't ever done that and I would sure like to try. I sent away for the wholesale catalogs and they should be here in a couple of weeks. I love catalogs and I should be getting alot soon.


Well my friend who was going to Wendover with me cancelled. She has to have her surgery which she told me about before we made these plans. I am a little disappointed though. I just hope my other friend doesn't skip out on me on going to the Strip Club.


Well I am still in Training at Work and I take another test on Wednesday to see I am employable. I am nervous and this is the second test I have taken with this company. I will know by Thursday if I have the Job. I could really use this Job, if not then it is back to the drawing board. Which I already have a couple of Plan B's. I also have to call about Columbia College this week too so I can register for Late Fall.



More Later,
Jacquelyn

Saturday, October 23, 2004

John Goddard

No he isn't a boyfriend, he is more of an Inspiration.
I first heard about him in High School taking my Career Class right before Drivers Ed Training and I never forgot what he did, I just forgot who he was. Now what he did was write a 127 goal list and accomplished 108 of all his goals and my thought was 'wow' if he could do it then so can I!


Then life happened and here I am trying to be the Success, Ambitious, Determind Person I was 6 years ago. I was lucky enough today to find about him again while looking through books in the thrift store for the good ole' price of $1. What book was it? Chicken Soup for the Soul now I picked up this book wondering why it was so Popular and I started reading through it under "Live Your Dream" section and Bam! there was his story and I was happy to find it and Remember his name.


Back to the Inspiration he gave me. Certain people inspire me to write and accomplish my goals...Madonna, Oprah, Anthony Robbins, John Goddard...now I have the urge to write and keep in mind I am not a good writer and the only writing I wanted to ever do was write Lyrics for Music, not poetry nor short stories. I didn't really consider that writing till now, I am start to really like writing and I would like to take a course on it. Hopefully I will if I am able to go to college (Online).


I am going to write my own 'Life List' and accomplish all my goals as well. And being this Ambitious makes me a Self-Help/Workaholic/Perfectionist.


My Dating website should be up again by the end of this weekend and I did order my Computer. I am very excited about that! Just more Independence from My Family.


What more do I have to say? I guess goodnight.


Jacquelyn

ARHHHHHHHHH!

God I wish I could move out, which is virtually impossible at least for another year. Being 22 with a child and living at home is just driving me crazy! I pay rent-thank goodness! I am going to have to find some way to supplement my income though. That will be a little hard considering the fact that I have no transportation.


Anyway, my checks barely cover rent and child care which only leaves me about 800 for the month. Now, I know how to budget and everything but when your a girl you want things and I do believe in making sacrifices when you have children but I won't be young forever.


I still feel like my mom is trying to control my life. Sometimes I think I would rather go back to Mexico with my husband just so I don't have to deal with my mother trying to take over the responsibility of my daughter. That is why it is really important to me that I have Financial Independence.

Jacquelyn

Friday, October 22, 2004

Well....TGIF!!!

Anyway, work was good. We left at 12 pm today. I also called Columbia about taking online classes and their Financial Aid Advisor had already left for the day. I will try again Monday. Boy, I live a very boring life. I have no plans this weekend except to buy a computer. I got my money from Job Corps and I might be Graduating in November if they let me come back and do it. You ask why wouldn't they? Because I left early because I had a JOB! That is usually the whole point of going there, if anyone knows about it or has ever attended.



I have been dying to take a vacation but with just starting this new job and having to pay $75 a week for a babysitter and rent it is kind of impossible at this time. Hopefully my friends won't back out on me and go with me to Wendover and to a strip club. Why a strip club? Because I think it would be fun!



Anyway, this weekend besides I need to work on my Dating Website. It is kind of silly to have a dating website when I don't even date. The irony! LOL. Again anyway it is important that I profit from my website just so I know I can make money and plus Affiliate Marketing really is hard. I decided to redo my website and that takes a LOT OF TIME!



So, I think I have enough to occupy my time now.



Jacquelyn

Wednesday, October 20, 2004


This is going to be about Blogs. I decided to submit my Blog and read some others. I do want people to go to my blog and leave their comments. It interests me in what they have to say. That is why people start blogs. To have someone read and make comments plus just another way of self-expression.



I don't think each blog entry should be on one subject. Today I was at work and then I went and got my daughter from the babysitters. I am on assignment for a temp agency and hopefully they will hire me after the assignment is over (the company).



I am also looking into going to college (online) because I don't have time and I want to expand my mind and get paid better.



The things I am working on now after Job Corps is working, possibly getting back into Modeling, Affiliate Marketing. I want to stay busy and make money and reach my Financial Independence.



I am a Workaholic-Perfectionist. I was never in the past and after being married, having a child and being barefoot and pregnant living in Mexico. I decided I should go after what I want. My goal is to also Work At Home so I can be at home with my daughter. She is 1 and I have been in Job Corps since she was 4 months. Now that I am home I am trying to get my Affiliate Dating site to earn some passive income. Let me tell you Internet Promotion is HARD!



My Professional life is fine. But My Personal is not doing so well and I hope that in two weeks I can go to a Strip Club and Wendover and have a good time. My only concern is my friends will back out on me.



My Daughter. Raising children is Hard! But I Love her so much. I got off early today and got her from the babysitters but she refuses to lay down for a nap. So she is driving both me and my mom crazy. My mom is done with watching her. She watched her the whole time I was in Job Corps but I also would like a break too. But I also asked to be a Mommy. This was no accident (I don't believe in accidents like this). Anyway going straight from Job Corps to work with no break in between you get kind of tired.



More Later,



Jacquelyn